Before i talk to mu uncle , I know, i had thought in my mine.But why he lie to me? Have I maistaken before?I cant say anything for myself ,i get confused .I cant say my problem in other people ,bacause i believe that they dont give me a solution .Probably ,they just told "it's okay, no problem".It make me sick ,too.I just cry in my secret bedroom. they cant see, they cant hear ,and absolutly they dont know what i think. .i have the other problem. ,this problem with a person who sleep beside me . im very very sad and she make me disappointed. sometimes she dont recognize me for her sister. ,i know may be she embarressed.I know this information from my boy friend's friend. ,let me think ,probably i've a mistake with her, but nothing.without she know, in the past ,i always recognized her .she never talk to me if she need me only. .recently, in her heart there is one name .'V' , it is a initial. 'V' is our neighborhood who always sharing and walking around with my sister ,.SO I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!